duke-pandemonium

It's been so long since last journal, and on reading back it seems quite depressing. So with the end of the year coming, I'm just gonna will the space with something new. The year as been good study-wise, not great in terms of producing art. Had my tablet lying around in the room collecting dust. SOooooo hopefully, MAYBE if i promise HERE to draw more in the holidays, i can get my lazy ass around to do it. Wish me luck Susan

Sorry for the drought of new deviations, i've been preoccupied with a number of life changing decisions and well now i'm a bit depressed. I guess the idea of having to move interstate, having to cook for oneself, live by oneself, have no family and to find new friends in a strange new place is terrifying. and i'm finally coming to terms with this reality. ok that is dramatising it a bit but still, i'm feeling a bit depressed. Also how would i support myself? would i be able to find a job whilst doing med? The only good thing that i hope for is that i enjoy the 6 year course and make new friends and posssibly a huge decline in plane pricing.

I just came back from my first ever trip to melbourne. Despite walking umbrella-less in the hail and rain, it was a really exciting experience. the highlight would be seeing my drawing being bought for $350 (which goes towards the children's charity) but the fun is now over. still have lots of scary interviews coming up. and i hope i can start art-making again. should really get back into it UPDATE hsc results (fairly happy with... kinda) eng adv 88 math ext 96 math ext 2 96 chem 94 phys 93 textiles 96